Paranoia

Over the past couple weeks, my paranoia became a big part of my life again. Two weeks ago, my former best friend and I rekindled our dying friendship. We’re now good friends again. And that’s where Sir Paranoia comes into full-blown, bloody action. Every time I talk to this friend, my mind plays tricks on

Pointlessness

I’d say 6/7 days a week I think about this topic. Pointlessness. A bookshelf has a point – to hold books. A pencil has a point, quite literally and also to write. But I’m not a bookshelf or a pencil, and for the simple reason that they both have a point to existence, I envy

Identifying With Others

So I am always desperate to identify with other people about my personality and likes/dislikes. I guess most people become friends with people they identify with, but it just feels a lot a stronger with me, because if I don’t identify with anyone – which is a lot of the time – then it gets

Under the Weather

I’m so so so sorry everyone, I can’t muster the strength to make a proper post today. I get really bad migraines and today I got one that’s incapacitated me for the whole day. Even looking at the screen right now, at the dimmest setting, is making my head boil like breakfast tea. I’ll be

Our Climate Catastrophe

Our world is in a state of limbo right now. It won’t be like that for long. Soon, the ‘limbo’ will turn into a certainty of an ‘end’ – of an uninhabitable Earth, of a human species brought to its knees by its own volition. I am of course talking of the environment crisis occurring

Caleb LeBlanc

I only found out about this story recently, and it really saddened me. So there’s this YouTube channel called ‘Bratayley’ and it consists of a family of 2 girls and their mum (I don’t know about the dad). This channel has been going for a LONG time. The first video was posted in early 2011

Seasonal Sadness?

I’ve never been diagnosed with depression or seasonal depression, or anything really. But I do feel like I tend to get sad at certain points of the year, reoccurringly. And those points are winter months. The winter for me is the worst part of the year. It’s cold, wet, dark and just generally miserable. I

Socials

Hello everyone. I recently re-downloaded Instagram. I used to have it when I was a lot younger, but it played havoc on my emotions, since there was always this pressure to keep up a ‘cool’ pretence online. I’m hoping that since my community on WP is mostly people I can identify with, that pressure will

From Low to High

The past week has been a bit of a rollercoaster. I went from seriously wanting to end my life, to now being in a pretty good mindset. Here’s how my week went by. Last Saturday: I was feeling disgusted by myself, and also felt very lonely. Aswell as that, I was having one of my

Things Worth Living For

Last Saturday, I came close to ending my life. I was advised by a friend (the same friend described here)that I should write a list of all the things that makes my life worth living. If you are in a similar mindset, I would highly recommend this. It won’t work for everyone, but if I